As i grow,
the world begins to turn more complicated...
to me,
life's ever changing.
like the earth rotating on its axis,
never stopping... never ending...
following its cycle is routine dissapointment and
broken hearts...
of cus, happiness is a also thing in my life.
But,
how often does it appear?
Rarely.



sometimes, i wonder.
is there any one is this world hu is there fer me
when tears are waiting to be released frm my eyes.
is there neone willing to sit there n listen to me talk.
of cus,
its still early to make a conclusion..
but sadly,
till now,
no one was there fer me when i truly truly needed help.


there's no doubt that i hav frens that somehow,
have the same thoughts as i hav ...
but often that person hu i still think of as a fren,
lets me down and contributes greatly to my already
depressed soul...
,let that person be X.
X always seems to noe what i wan to say to X.
i owaes haf a great time wif X.
we haf same interests...
we get along well,
bt..
the problem is X wants me to be there listen to X's troubles
and words of happiness bt...
X does not do the same simple thing fer me...
NEVER!
often, we seem to misunderstand each other's intentions..
this two points are deadly
and haf already poisoned our frenship...
now our fernship is like an abstract piece of 'art'
i emphasize the word abstract.
supposedly perfect bt actually full of flaws...
perfect to others bt full of flaws to us...


often, what i need is a word of care...
a simple sentence 'ill always be there fer u when u need me'(or sumthin like that)
is enuf to strengthen our frenship...
no one seems to notice how lonely i actually am...
no one noes whether im bleeding deep within myself...
no one seems to noe how i feel...
in this cold n complicated world,
i try to take things easy from young till now,
and i will continue to do so...
this happy-go-lucky
attitude of mine makes me in some way
immune certain emotional impacts...
but frenship is the aspect in life
that hurts me most...
oh well, whats the use of harpin on this hurtful issues...


i apologise to those i haf been cold and un-enthu to this whole week
especially her...
forgive me...
bt... my minds' so cramped up recently...
sorry a million times...
my attitude WILL improve..
i will nt bring personal matters into our frenship...
PROMISE....



oranginess is within myself!!! =)

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