Sometimes, life seems so different
when parts of it go missing,
when some parts of it are blurred as time goes by,
when some parts of just simply die away,
when some parts of it are just dissapear...
All that is left is just an empty and lonely
shell...

Just like when u ruin something,
u try your best to salvage itbut
it ends up worse...
u feel bad but everyone is busy
being angry with you,
they leave out the fact that
u are actually hurt too...
When u finally get it back to
one piece,
it just collapses again,
right in front of your eyes,
and again,
everyone gets all worked up
and starts blaming you again,
that feeling really is bad...
real bad.

its jus so confusing...
u try to do your best
and end up with nothing
but wounds everywhere
wounds in heart...
u try to maintain it
but it crumbles...
yet every time this happens,
u try to put it together again,
with whats left in your shattered heart,
u start re-building it...
only to see it crumble again...
u try again...
and it ends up crumbling...
each time it crumbles,
pieces of it disappear,
u look at the mess and
you tell yourself,
be brave and try again.
u say,
be strong.
u believe,
i can do it this time.
u shout,
I can!
It echoes back into your ears...
u feel confident.
U start work...
but it occurs to you...
echoes..does it show that i m lonely?
u sigh...
u feel the hope draining out of your body,
bringing along your confidence,
bringing along your happiness,
bringing along your smiles and laughter...
bringing along what little energy left in your soul...
u collapse emotionally...
u are left with a souless, empty shell...
u think your one last thought...
i can try again...can i?
u are left alone in your own hollow body...
full of wounds...
u feel immune to everything...
the sunlight,
the laughter,
the happiness,
u just feel empty... ...

BYE! 7:19 PM

Me

Joey
13
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