HAHA!
Wat a joke!
Fine!
Sometimes i could just cry in front of everyone...
I wish i was back in Poi Ching-6C...
Back to that warm place again...
Where things are not so...
so complicated.
Where true frens really exists.
Where i could totally feel relaxed
and not so stressed up.
this stress im tokin about is not
all those studying stuff or exam marks(they're fine,really)
its about maintainin a good relationship with friends...
its really difficult as u grow older and your circle of friends widens...
there's so many things bottled up in my heart ever since i came to
Temasek Secondary School.
Too many to talk of.
So much they could just make me crumble.
And no one is there to listen to me.
well, someone has been there with me for three years.
Rain or Shine, she has been with me.
I dun wan to mention her name.
But i really want to thank you for being with me,
always bein there for me...
You have influenced me to turn to a responsible girl,
for that thank you.
but, this time, the situation's really bad...
bad.
no one noes how i m feelin when i write all this posts...
no one bothers even if im jus sitting there,
crying in front of the screen.
bleeding.
no one noes.
no one cares.
im just a lonely girl sittin there...
wif multiple wounds in my heart.
Kept in my heart for such a long time,
i control my emotions.
i dun let it overwhelm.
i keep it to myself.
ALAS!
it flows out.
uncontrollably.
but i try my best to, again, keep it deep within my heart.
within the depths of my heart.
Smiling and laughing for you.
in fact, it is jus an empty smile.
just to mask my hurt feelings.
i really wish to be back in 6C again.
i wonder if this little wish of mine
will be fufilled.